Release

Who knew that a weekend would bring such a release and peace. This weekend brought me tears, smiles, courage, and a sense of pure hope. I was able to honestly release some of the things that I have no idea why I was hanging on to so tightly. I think part of me was afraid, afraid of loosing, afraid of being open, and most importantly afraid of loosing myself. Instead I know that there is only an amazing future and path for me. The future is uncertian and if I am being honest scary, but I am so ready for whatever it holds. I am no longer holding on to any relationship that is not worth my time and effort. I am no longer holding on to things just because they are easy. More importantly holding on to the knowledge that I can face anything and not loose myself in it!!!!

DAY 1

Today is the first day in new journey for me. I am currently reading through Praying for Purpose for Women. This is a 60day prayer experience that I hope brings me closer to God, allows me to open up to my self, and experience God in a way I haven't in a long time.
*Today: What Are You Afraid of?
Numbers 13-14
Fear is something that I have posted about before. It can grip me in a stronger hold than I would ever admit. I no longer want to hold on to my fears, I want to be free. I pray that God challenges me to let go of those fears and face them head on even though it will be hard. In life I am facing something that is scary and has a lot of unknown right now. I will not be able to get a clearer picture of it for a few weeks, which only makes it harder to deal with. I know that God will not give me something that I cannot handle. He will walk through this step by step with me. Fear will not take over parts of my life and make me miss out on the great things that are out there.